It is natural to want to be important, to feel appreciated, to elicit a positive response from other people. The thing is, we have to look at how we go about it, and whether our intentions are based on idolatry and self-idolatry, or love. Both idolatry and love are ruby ray initiations. Idolatry is a result of selfishness and love is a result of selflessness. Idolatry comes from a place of being alone and love comes from a place of being all-one. When we are looking at ways to be important, it is actually because we feel alone, so we pursue external validation and external authority.
We are important, but not in the sense that importance is defined through idolatry or self-idolatry, or through the meachanism that says, “You're one up,” or “you're one down.” What is important about us is our soul, our connection to our higher self and our personality, as long as it is making choices that lead to a permanent spiritual reality.
Personalities are like the costumes we wear as the character in a particular play. When we come into a new life, we put the former personality back up on the hanger and don a new outfit. We must forgive ourselves for our past life personalities and their mistakes. We must stop idolizing them and making them and their mistakes more imporant than what they really are. They are like costumes hanging in the dressing room. Only when we make our ascension are they reintegrated into our being in a permanent way. We have to stop shaming ourselves by giving them more power, because this becomes the activation of a husk. The not-self, of course, wants us to do so, like the big Tibetan mask parades that masquerade.
So we have to look at the idolatry that we have for our present and past-life personalities, and how we assign to the personality more importance than it really has. We also have to look at the idolatry that we project onto our higher self and sponsoring master, and how we, in turn, feel unworthy. Idolatry of the higher self and idolatry of the master isn't love.
Think about this. How would you love the master without idolatry, and help the master meet his or her needs? How would you serve him when he walks into your living room, into your life and your heart, without idolatry? Jesus said it when he said, “This which ye do to the least of the brethren you do unto me.” The challenge is we have to serve without resentment, without pride, without thought of self-gain and all of those dweller motivations. This takes the “zing' out of service and makes serving feel heavy, until we get to that place where we move into the bliss of selflessness and all-oneness.
Yes, we are important, but we must be careful not to yield to the flip side of the equation that says, all is all right. It's like the song lyrics, “How could anyone ever tell you, you were anything less than beautiful, how could anyone ever tell you, you were less than whole?” This is true for the soul in her innocence, but we have to be completely on guard with the not-self, the dweller-on-the-threshold who is our own creation, and for which we are 100 percent responsible.
Our dweller is not wonderful and we must take full responsibility for our human creation which keeps tripping us up. That is being adult. We understand that we are important in the sense that we are stepping out of the carnal mind so we can be vehicles for the Christ mind.
We stop idolizing the master, as well as other people, and then trying to tear them down. That is iconoclastic behavior, the tearing down of idols that we had previously erected. We have to look at what is authentic and real.
There are so many distractions and opposing factors to the quality of love, projected at us all the time, and welling up from within as records that must be transmuted. We experience fear, doubt, the sense of injustice, of being done to and taking offense. We have envy and jealousy and fatigue and discouragement.We have the stress of coping and the need to feel secure and protected. In the face of all of this, we must learn to expand love and give more love, not less.
The Five Dhyani Buddhas will help us. The Buddha Vairochana brings to us the all-pervading wisdom of the Dharmakaya to consume in us the poison of ignorance. The Buddha Akshobhya brings to us mirrorlike wisdom to consume in us all anger, hatred and hate creation. The Buddha Ratnasambhava brings to us the wisdom of equality to help us overcome spiritual intellectual and human pride. The Buddha Amitabha brings to us discriminating wisdom to help us overcome all cravings, covetousness, gredd and lust. The Buddha Amoghasiddhi brings to us all-ccomplishing wisdom that consumes in us the poisons of envy and jealousy. Now combining their strengths as Vajrasatva, the buddhas bring to us the diamond will of God to free us from fear, doubt and non-belief in God.
Love is the universal language that cuts through all different levels of consciousness. It is where we are counted on. It is where we are important. Look then, at the different areas of your service and see where you infuse the greatest love, not self-love but love. That is the greatest quality, as the apostle Paul said.
Jesus told his disciples, “Love one another as I have loved you.” How did Jesus love us? Jesus loved the real self. He did not condemn the soul/personality and rescued Mary Magdalene. Simultaneously, he was fierce in confronting the not-self and often rebuked Peter and the other disciples. He honored Zaccheus for his earnestness and went to visit him in his home. And as he was walking to his crucifixion, he was thinking about the initiations his disciples and followers would also have to face in the next two thousand years and was concerned and invested in their long-term victory. He also had no idolatry for himself and said, “These things that I do ye shall do, and greater because I go unto my Father.” The relationship was real and down-to earth, even as it brought heaven closer.
Now it is our turn. Can we really love the master without idolizing him, and invite him in for a cup of tea, or to sup with us? Can we be adult with the master and relate with respect, consideration, love, devotion, friendship and the willingness to roll up our sleeves alongside him? Can we relate without idolatry, without giving in to the lower impulse to tear the master's work apart or to tear ourselves down?
People will come to us for a love that is greater than ourselves but we have to open the door and prime the pump. Jesus was an example of that love and the multitudes flocked to him. When this contact with the master is made and sustained, we will truly be important. We are important already because we have the free will to facilitate this all-important event. When this connection occurs however, our vibration changes. We become all-one. We become selfless, meaning “less” the lesser self, and in that moment, the greater self comes in.
We don't have to put out all this effort to try and be important anymore. We feel the all-oneness and it no longer matters whether we are important or not. All that matters is that we stay connected and true and authentic and dependable and trustworthy and loving.
We have become the Good Shepherd.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Lord Sakka's Restraint
As we contemplate the heavenworld, four essential qualities emerge for our consideration--commitment on the line of the Father, earnestness on the line of the Son, devotion to life on the line of the Mother, and graciousness on the line of the Holy Spirit.
We are shifting from Pisces to Aquarius, and the feminine qualities of the Mother and the Holy Spirit Girlchild are coming to the fore. Graciousness is an extraordinary quality that all of the heavenly beings embody, and through which they relate to one another. True graciousness says, “I value you, not for what you bring to me, but simply because I love you. The God in me loves the God in you.”
The same divine graciousness that gave us free will, frees us through the Holy Spirit initiation that is coming upon Terra. It will help us to love our enemies, to forsake negative competition, our calculating human agendas and all of our dislikes and resentments.
The initiation is described in Lord Sakka's Restraint, a story Gautama Buddha taught his disciples about an ancient battle between the angels of light who are the devas, and the fallen angels or asuras. The devas are victorious and the asura king Vepacitti is captured and imprisoned. Then Lord Sakka, the ruler of the gods, visits Vepacitti in prison, and Vepacitti abuses and reviles him with rude, harsh words, to which Sakka does not respond in kind. Afterwards, Sakka's charioteer questions Sakka about this, expressing concern that some would see Sakka's response as indicative of fear or weakness. Sakka replies:
It is neither through fear nor weakness
That I am patient with Vepacitti.
How can a wise person
Engage in combat with one who is foolish and deluded?
... Of goals that culminate in one's own good
None is found better than patience.
...One who repays an angry man with anger
Thereby makes things worse for himself.
Not repaying an angry man with anger,
One wins a battle hard to win.
He practices for the welfare of both,
His own and the other's,
When, knowing that his foe is angry,
He mindfully maintains his peace.
When he achieves the cure of both —
His own and the other's —
The people who consider him a fool
Are unskilled in the Dharma.
Though paradoxical to our human ego, it is through the seeming weakness of patience, gentleness, forgiveness, forbearance, compassion, tenderness and graciousness that the meek do inherit the earth and that we can change in the twinkling of an eye.
Lord Sakka, the incarnation of Brahman, is our beloved Sanat Kumara. He brings us this Kshanti initiation of patient endurance, which, like a sparkling stream, polishes, smooths and wears down the rocks of our pride, our ambition and our deified sense of separateness. He reveals to us the holy mystery sealed as the gift of the Girlchild within us, that lifts our consciousness through the doorway of the heart.
We are shifting from Pisces to Aquarius, and the feminine qualities of the Mother and the Holy Spirit Girlchild are coming to the fore. Graciousness is an extraordinary quality that all of the heavenly beings embody, and through which they relate to one another. True graciousness says, “I value you, not for what you bring to me, but simply because I love you. The God in me loves the God in you.”
The same divine graciousness that gave us free will, frees us through the Holy Spirit initiation that is coming upon Terra. It will help us to love our enemies, to forsake negative competition, our calculating human agendas and all of our dislikes and resentments.
The initiation is described in Lord Sakka's Restraint, a story Gautama Buddha taught his disciples about an ancient battle between the angels of light who are the devas, and the fallen angels or asuras. The devas are victorious and the asura king Vepacitti is captured and imprisoned. Then Lord Sakka, the ruler of the gods, visits Vepacitti in prison, and Vepacitti abuses and reviles him with rude, harsh words, to which Sakka does not respond in kind. Afterwards, Sakka's charioteer questions Sakka about this, expressing concern that some would see Sakka's response as indicative of fear or weakness. Sakka replies:
It is neither through fear nor weakness
That I am patient with Vepacitti.
How can a wise person
Engage in combat with one who is foolish and deluded?
... Of goals that culminate in one's own good
None is found better than patience.
...One who repays an angry man with anger
Thereby makes things worse for himself.
Not repaying an angry man with anger,
One wins a battle hard to win.
He practices for the welfare of both,
His own and the other's,
When, knowing that his foe is angry,
He mindfully maintains his peace.
When he achieves the cure of both —
His own and the other's —
The people who consider him a fool
Are unskilled in the Dharma.
Though paradoxical to our human ego, it is through the seeming weakness of patience, gentleness, forgiveness, forbearance, compassion, tenderness and graciousness that the meek do inherit the earth and that we can change in the twinkling of an eye.
Lord Sakka, the incarnation of Brahman, is our beloved Sanat Kumara. He brings us this Kshanti initiation of patient endurance, which, like a sparkling stream, polishes, smooths and wears down the rocks of our pride, our ambition and our deified sense of separateness. He reveals to us the holy mystery sealed as the gift of the Girlchild within us, that lifts our consciousness through the doorway of the heart.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Angels among us
Although we find the statement in theosophical literature that the angels do not cross over into the Christic evolution, what was meant was that they do not cross over as angels, but must incarnate as humans. When an angel embodies in a human form, a tremendous spiritual sacrifice takes place. They must give up their angelic fluidity, expansiveness and flight ability.
In the heaven world, angels do not have complete free will until they reach the archangelic level. Until this time, as they ascend from the fairy kingdom into the devic kingdom and on up, they are gaining more and more free will. The kind of free will that angels enjoy is much more unhampered than for the average human who is in physical incarnation on the path to their personal Christhood.
In the heaven world, angels do not have free will until they reach the archangelic level. At the time of the fourth root race, Lucifer was an archangel who had reached a certain level of initiation, and instead of passing that initiation, decided of his own free will to rebel against God. He gathered support among his lieutenants and theese ones led a rebellion in the heaven world until Archangel Michael cast them out of the etheric octave. This is recorded in the book of Revelation. “And there was war in Heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon fought and is angels, and prevailed not. Neither was their place found anymore in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.”
The angels on the upper echelons of the angelic pyramid that fell (Lucifer, Satan, Serpent, Moloch, Beelzebub, and others) knew what they were doing. As a result, they did not incarnate in human form. They were restricted to the astral plane because of their karma. From the astral plane, they continued to orchestrate their rebellion, like a mafiosi boss in jail, enticing the embodied Christed and angelic evolution to follow their downward spiral.
At the time of the fall, the angels who served under rebellious ones did not have full free will. Initially, they did not know that their leaders had fallen. They were simply exercising obedience. As an act of mercy, these deceived ones were allowed to embody in the physical plane to break away from their hierarchs and redeem themselves. As soon as they incarnated, they received the gift of free will which allowed them to make that turn around. This is why the Book of Revelations describes, “Woe to the inhabiters of the earth (the physical plane) and of the sea (the astral plane) for the devil (the deified energy veil created by Lucifer and other fallen ones) is come down unto you having great wrath. Because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.”
When the angels in heaven saw what had happened to their brothers and sisters, many volunteered to come into embodiment to rescue those who in their ignorance, had unwittingly followed Lucifer in his fall. Such was the example of the Archeia Mary, who long before becoming the mother of Jesus, incarnated in places yet to be revealed, as well as on Atlantis, and as the mother of King David (who was the soul of Jesus in that previous incarnation.)
Though embodied angels lost conscious access to their former attainment, this seeming great loss was actually an investment into a far greater potential for spiritual advancement. Once incarnated, their tremendous life force became available to the physical plane. Now the most mundane tasks for right action release that life force, which in turn contributes to the advancement of the general human evolution.
For the angels who embodied on the rescue mission, what was gained was the exercising of free will and the opportunity to regain their past glory through service to God, Elohim, elementals, the Christic evolution and their own angelic evolution, that they may choose to rejoin after the higher fourth initiation, as did our “Queen of the Angels.”
Incarnated angels have greater difficulty operating at a human level, especially initially, because they have larger emotional bodies, making it harder for them to master their feelings than for the christed evolution. This initial disadvantage becomes a great advantage when the embodied angel develops the mastery of selflessness. Then, their large emotional body becomes a mighty chalice for the Holy Spirit in a “larger than life” capacity.
The quickest way for embodied angels to achieve the level of selflessness and emotional self-mastery required for the victory is to develop a relationship with a sponsoring ascended master. In this relationship, the master teaches the embodied angel to forsake the path of emotional reaction. Though it is especially hard for people with large emotional bodies to submit to the seemingly external authority coming from the master and give up their often cherished emotionalism, when this is accomplished, great service can be rendered. The master will help the embodied angel harness the tremendous energy in motion (e-motion) that is contained within their auric field, as well as to unfold their Christ consciousness for the saving of mankind.
Following her lifetimes of service on Earth and her ascension in the light, Mary now bears not only an angelic crown but one of greater glory, described in the Book of Hebrews. This crown of greater glory awaits all of the angels who incarnated into the Christed evolution on a rescue mission for their brothers and sisters and for child humanity, who will ascend home from that Christed evolution.
-by Brian and Therese Emmanuel Grey
In the heaven world, angels do not have complete free will until they reach the archangelic level. Until this time, as they ascend from the fairy kingdom into the devic kingdom and on up, they are gaining more and more free will. The kind of free will that angels enjoy is much more unhampered than for the average human who is in physical incarnation on the path to their personal Christhood.
In the heaven world, angels do not have free will until they reach the archangelic level. At the time of the fourth root race, Lucifer was an archangel who had reached a certain level of initiation, and instead of passing that initiation, decided of his own free will to rebel against God. He gathered support among his lieutenants and theese ones led a rebellion in the heaven world until Archangel Michael cast them out of the etheric octave. This is recorded in the book of Revelation. “And there was war in Heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon fought and is angels, and prevailed not. Neither was their place found anymore in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.”
The angels on the upper echelons of the angelic pyramid that fell (Lucifer, Satan, Serpent, Moloch, Beelzebub, and others) knew what they were doing. As a result, they did not incarnate in human form. They were restricted to the astral plane because of their karma. From the astral plane, they continued to orchestrate their rebellion, like a mafiosi boss in jail, enticing the embodied Christed and angelic evolution to follow their downward spiral.
At the time of the fall, the angels who served under rebellious ones did not have full free will. Initially, they did not know that their leaders had fallen. They were simply exercising obedience. As an act of mercy, these deceived ones were allowed to embody in the physical plane to break away from their hierarchs and redeem themselves. As soon as they incarnated, they received the gift of free will which allowed them to make that turn around. This is why the Book of Revelations describes, “Woe to the inhabiters of the earth (the physical plane) and of the sea (the astral plane) for the devil (the deified energy veil created by Lucifer and other fallen ones) is come down unto you having great wrath. Because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.”
When the angels in heaven saw what had happened to their brothers and sisters, many volunteered to come into embodiment to rescue those who in their ignorance, had unwittingly followed Lucifer in his fall. Such was the example of the Archeia Mary, who long before becoming the mother of Jesus, incarnated in places yet to be revealed, as well as on Atlantis, and as the mother of King David (who was the soul of Jesus in that previous incarnation.)
Though embodied angels lost conscious access to their former attainment, this seeming great loss was actually an investment into a far greater potential for spiritual advancement. Once incarnated, their tremendous life force became available to the physical plane. Now the most mundane tasks for right action release that life force, which in turn contributes to the advancement of the general human evolution.
For the angels who embodied on the rescue mission, what was gained was the exercising of free will and the opportunity to regain their past glory through service to God, Elohim, elementals, the Christic evolution and their own angelic evolution, that they may choose to rejoin after the higher fourth initiation, as did our “Queen of the Angels.”
Incarnated angels have greater difficulty operating at a human level, especially initially, because they have larger emotional bodies, making it harder for them to master their feelings than for the christed evolution. This initial disadvantage becomes a great advantage when the embodied angel develops the mastery of selflessness. Then, their large emotional body becomes a mighty chalice for the Holy Spirit in a “larger than life” capacity.
The quickest way for embodied angels to achieve the level of selflessness and emotional self-mastery required for the victory is to develop a relationship with a sponsoring ascended master. In this relationship, the master teaches the embodied angel to forsake the path of emotional reaction. Though it is especially hard for people with large emotional bodies to submit to the seemingly external authority coming from the master and give up their often cherished emotionalism, when this is accomplished, great service can be rendered. The master will help the embodied angel harness the tremendous energy in motion (e-motion) that is contained within their auric field, as well as to unfold their Christ consciousness for the saving of mankind.
Following her lifetimes of service on Earth and her ascension in the light, Mary now bears not only an angelic crown but one of greater glory, described in the Book of Hebrews. This crown of greater glory awaits all of the angels who incarnated into the Christed evolution on a rescue mission for their brothers and sisters and for child humanity, who will ascend home from that Christed evolution.
-by Brian and Therese Emmanuel Grey
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Your relationship triangle and threefold flame
The relationship triangle is an imprint of interpersonal dynamics that is programed into your subconscious. This imprint affects how you relate to other people at the subconscious level for the rest of your life. That is why it is so important to understand it, so that you can transcend it.
Between the time you were conceived and the age of three, your parents were as God to you. Everything they did, all of their behaviors were processed by your infant self as the way God is, as how God interacts with the world and how God interacts with you.
Remember, your parents and the behaviors they engaged in during that most impressionable time are a direct result of your karma from past lives, the lessons you are to learn and the challenges you are to overcome. Nothing happens by chance. The behaviors your parents tied into are a direct reflection of how you have behaved in past lives, for better of for worse. Don’t blame your parents. They did the best they could with what they had to work with.. Rather thank them for the learning opportunity they provided for you.
Your subconscious processes relationships by assigning three chairs that relate to each other in a triangle. Your top chairs are occupied by Mom or Dad. For some people, these two chairs are occupied by a set of primary caregivers that the subconscious registered as being the true parental figures in your life from ages 0-3. These may be grandparents, where the parents occupy a sibling position, adoptive parents or foster parents. The bottom chair is occupied by yourself as child.
Each day of your early life, you observed how your parents related to one another and how they related to you. These dynamics formed the basis for all of your subsequent relationships, with all of their functionality and disfunctionality. You also absorbed how you related to your parents (who represented God to you) and how they (and “God”) related to you.
Now as an adult, your parents are no longer “gods” for you, but your subconscious still plays out this program. In each encounter you come into, your subconscious immediately attributes a chair to the people involved, including yourself. The person either sits in one of your parent’s chair or your child chair, and you get to sit in one of the other two ciiars. That means that for each relationship you’re involved in, at the subconscious level, you’re either playing the role of Mom, Dad or your child self. You’re either domineering or subjugated to them. You’re either “parenting” or being “parented.”
And until these roles have been attributed by the subconscious of everyone involved, nobody’s comfortable. Once everyone sits into their assigned chair, based on who they most remind each other at the gut, feeling level, everyone feels more comfortable. They think they will be able to predict the other person and manage the ambiguity.
Everybody is doing this to each other all the time. We are all constantly projecting upon one another these roles and faces of the past. In so doing, we’re trying to process our pastlife karma and bring resolution to our soul.
The yes chair and the no chair
As little infants and young children, we had a gut reaction to one of our parents, no matter how slight, and we said, “I’m not going to be like that parent.” In effect, we said “no” to that chair. We sided with the other parent on a subconscious level and we said “yes” to their chair.
Now as grown-ups, whenever a situation comes around that makes us behave like the parent in the “yes” chair, we are comfortable and everything seems to be going all right. But when we have to sit in the chair of the parent we said “no” to, and behave from that chair’s perspective, we become very uncomfortable. We are having to become the parent or the behavior we said we would never be like, and this wobbles our system.
The relationship triangle and the threefold flame
While all of this is going on in our subconscious, we strive at the conscious and superconscious level to put on our best self, to be instruments of our higher self. This is where we are “gods” in the making, no longer prisoners of the gods of our subconscious, but rather putting on the true vestment of our higher self.
In our heart is a threefold flame of love, wisdom and power, three plumes of divine energy that beat our heart and radiate God’s energy into our life. Our threefold flames are out of balance because over lifetimes of momentum, we have exemplified one of these qualities over the other: love over power, or power over love, or wisdom over love, etc.
The lower plume needs to come into congruity with the higher plumes so that our threefold flame can come into balance. Then, we will display the full attributes of God’s power, wisdom and love in our lives in a balanced way, which is the way of the Christ.
Until we get to that place of attainment, we must contend with our imbalance, which directly relates back to our relationship triangle. You see, the chair you said “no” to corresponds to your lower plume. The parent you said you would never be like was carrying out a stronger manifestation of love, or wisdom or power (and/or its perversion).
We are comfortable and feel strong in both our child chair and the chair we said “yes” to, of the parent we wanted to emulate. These two chairs correspond to either our highest or second highest plume. When we follow these patterns, we are usually at your best. When we are forced to play out the “no” chair, however, and accelerate our lower plume, we feel frayed, exasperated, ashamed, fatigued and so forth.
Still, we must exercise our lower plume and bring it into balance. We must lovingly reclaim our rejected chair. We must become more and more dextrous with that plume and requalify that rejected behavior in the right way, with right effort. We must TRY and remember that when we earnestly try, God steps through the veil and gives us the added boost we need to hit our mark.
Take a moment then, to consider your relationship triangle, your preferred and rejected chairs, and how these impact your ability to balance and expand your threefold flame so that ultimately, you can transcend the pull of your subconscious and put that moon beneath your feet.
Between the time you were conceived and the age of three, your parents were as God to you. Everything they did, all of their behaviors were processed by your infant self as the way God is, as how God interacts with the world and how God interacts with you.
Remember, your parents and the behaviors they engaged in during that most impressionable time are a direct result of your karma from past lives, the lessons you are to learn and the challenges you are to overcome. Nothing happens by chance. The behaviors your parents tied into are a direct reflection of how you have behaved in past lives, for better of for worse. Don’t blame your parents. They did the best they could with what they had to work with.. Rather thank them for the learning opportunity they provided for you.
Your subconscious processes relationships by assigning three chairs that relate to each other in a triangle. Your top chairs are occupied by Mom or Dad. For some people, these two chairs are occupied by a set of primary caregivers that the subconscious registered as being the true parental figures in your life from ages 0-3. These may be grandparents, where the parents occupy a sibling position, adoptive parents or foster parents. The bottom chair is occupied by yourself as child.
Each day of your early life, you observed how your parents related to one another and how they related to you. These dynamics formed the basis for all of your subsequent relationships, with all of their functionality and disfunctionality. You also absorbed how you related to your parents (who represented God to you) and how they (and “God”) related to you.
Now as an adult, your parents are no longer “gods” for you, but your subconscious still plays out this program. In each encounter you come into, your subconscious immediately attributes a chair to the people involved, including yourself. The person either sits in one of your parent’s chair or your child chair, and you get to sit in one of the other two ciiars. That means that for each relationship you’re involved in, at the subconscious level, you’re either playing the role of Mom, Dad or your child self. You’re either domineering or subjugated to them. You’re either “parenting” or being “parented.”
And until these roles have been attributed by the subconscious of everyone involved, nobody’s comfortable. Once everyone sits into their assigned chair, based on who they most remind each other at the gut, feeling level, everyone feels more comfortable. They think they will be able to predict the other person and manage the ambiguity.
Everybody is doing this to each other all the time. We are all constantly projecting upon one another these roles and faces of the past. In so doing, we’re trying to process our pastlife karma and bring resolution to our soul.
The yes chair and the no chair
As little infants and young children, we had a gut reaction to one of our parents, no matter how slight, and we said, “I’m not going to be like that parent.” In effect, we said “no” to that chair. We sided with the other parent on a subconscious level and we said “yes” to their chair.
Now as grown-ups, whenever a situation comes around that makes us behave like the parent in the “yes” chair, we are comfortable and everything seems to be going all right. But when we have to sit in the chair of the parent we said “no” to, and behave from that chair’s perspective, we become very uncomfortable. We are having to become the parent or the behavior we said we would never be like, and this wobbles our system.
The relationship triangle and the threefold flame
While all of this is going on in our subconscious, we strive at the conscious and superconscious level to put on our best self, to be instruments of our higher self. This is where we are “gods” in the making, no longer prisoners of the gods of our subconscious, but rather putting on the true vestment of our higher self.
In our heart is a threefold flame of love, wisdom and power, three plumes of divine energy that beat our heart and radiate God’s energy into our life. Our threefold flames are out of balance because over lifetimes of momentum, we have exemplified one of these qualities over the other: love over power, or power over love, or wisdom over love, etc.
The lower plume needs to come into congruity with the higher plumes so that our threefold flame can come into balance. Then, we will display the full attributes of God’s power, wisdom and love in our lives in a balanced way, which is the way of the Christ.
Until we get to that place of attainment, we must contend with our imbalance, which directly relates back to our relationship triangle. You see, the chair you said “no” to corresponds to your lower plume. The parent you said you would never be like was carrying out a stronger manifestation of love, or wisdom or power (and/or its perversion).
We are comfortable and feel strong in both our child chair and the chair we said “yes” to, of the parent we wanted to emulate. These two chairs correspond to either our highest or second highest plume. When we follow these patterns, we are usually at your best. When we are forced to play out the “no” chair, however, and accelerate our lower plume, we feel frayed, exasperated, ashamed, fatigued and so forth.
Still, we must exercise our lower plume and bring it into balance. We must lovingly reclaim our rejected chair. We must become more and more dextrous with that plume and requalify that rejected behavior in the right way, with right effort. We must TRY and remember that when we earnestly try, God steps through the veil and gives us the added boost we need to hit our mark.
Take a moment then, to consider your relationship triangle, your preferred and rejected chairs, and how these impact your ability to balance and expand your threefold flame so that ultimately, you can transcend the pull of your subconscious and put that moon beneath your feet.
Giving your Gifts through the Presence Actual
by Brian Emmanuel Grey
God is love and when you come into contact with God, God is a combination of conditional and unconditional love. In this oneness with the presence of God, people talk about exaltation and bliss. What it is, is that the conditional love of the Father is impressed and hits the trampoline of the matter/Mother in us, and from what comes back up is born this indescribable feeling and beingness called love.
If you have had someone you loved dearly and that person dies, you know what that feeling is, and how important it is. Love is not just a hormonal release, a biological serotonin release. It is really the presence of God.
The presence actual of God is this aspect of an inner light inside of ourselves. It is the light Jesus spoke of when he said, “The kindgom is within.” We often think of God as a separate being, as something out there that’s doing things to us, but the presence actual is inside of us. When we come to the presence actual, we hardly even know we’re there. Like the apostle John said, “Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.”
Each one of us has a gift that is imminent and that we are pregnant with. It is a gift of our presence actual. We need to look at how we can communicate and cooperate with the presence actual and with the gift that is waiting to come forth and be born through us.
There is this great eagerness for all of us to believe that we have a gift and a great eagerness with which we want to give it, but then when it comes time to believe it and deliver it, we become panicked.
It’s like the more we are excited about the gift we are going to give, from our human need to inspire astonishment and admiration, the more we are stifled when it comes time to believing we have it and delivering it under fire. The more we are excited from our human personality, the more we are blocked by that same mechanism when it comes time to deliver under fire. We doubt in the ability of our connection.
When we start getting a sense about our gift to life, we want to find a way to open it up, but we’re so afraid it’s going to slip away or not be understood or seen as miniscule, that we broadcast what we’ve found , hoping that the echoes will catch in the mental and emotional bodies of the people around us, to fecundate and build something that we can feed back on in order to know ourselves in greater fashion. We read other people’s body language, facial expression and tone of voice, looking for a validation from each other about our gift. Each of us has the same implanted system, where we find our gift and we want to leaven it into the loaf by broadcasting it to our brothers and sisters. This becomes a competition and a mess about who’s going to broadcast better. We hardly even comprehend or notice we’re doing it. Once in a while, we’ll come across an awareness of our vyance with each other and say, “Oh yes, it is God’s gift, his message after all.”
The solution is to look at what gift you have perceived about yourself, not what others have perceived about you. It’s OK if that gift that you perceive about yourself has been reflected back by several people, but what you want to do is to start cache-ing that knowledge of yourself in the presence actual, not in the brethren. Then, in that moment, when all of the zeal that you have for your gifts evaporates under the pressure and fire and you doubt in your ability to deliver, in that moment, let the presence actual be the one that releases it.
We are supposed to be brethren, and we are supposed to be helpful to each other and to be our brother’s keeper. We fail at this at every turn because of the implanted system and belief and shame that we try to live up to, that says the only we can succeed is to step on somebody else’s toe, to be that quarter of an inch taller. And if the person falls down, who cares, because we can stand on their back and be that much taller.
We each have a presence actual. It is in God whom we trust, not in each other’s personality. We have the presence actual and know that same presence is right in our brethren. We are in a situation where God is nowhere but right here. He is behind the eyes of every single person that we meet, every single person that we encounter. We must be able to know our limitation and our ability to give as human beings, as personalities. But we also need to know there is another part of ourselves, this presence actual, that can and does deliver if we will let it. People are going to say, is this the soul, is this the personality, is this the Christ self, is this the I AM Presence, is this the personality making the right choice to go with God’s will at the right moment in the right way? What is the answer? Ask the presence actual. Be the presence actual, and you’ll know.
God is love and when you come into contact with God, God is a combination of conditional and unconditional love. In this oneness with the presence of God, people talk about exaltation and bliss. What it is, is that the conditional love of the Father is impressed and hits the trampoline of the matter/Mother in us, and from what comes back up is born this indescribable feeling and beingness called love.
If you have had someone you loved dearly and that person dies, you know what that feeling is, and how important it is. Love is not just a hormonal release, a biological serotonin release. It is really the presence of God.
The presence actual of God is this aspect of an inner light inside of ourselves. It is the light Jesus spoke of when he said, “The kindgom is within.” We often think of God as a separate being, as something out there that’s doing things to us, but the presence actual is inside of us. When we come to the presence actual, we hardly even know we’re there. Like the apostle John said, “Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.”
Each one of us has a gift that is imminent and that we are pregnant with. It is a gift of our presence actual. We need to look at how we can communicate and cooperate with the presence actual and with the gift that is waiting to come forth and be born through us.
There is this great eagerness for all of us to believe that we have a gift and a great eagerness with which we want to give it, but then when it comes time to believe it and deliver it, we become panicked.
It’s like the more we are excited about the gift we are going to give, from our human need to inspire astonishment and admiration, the more we are stifled when it comes time to believing we have it and delivering it under fire. The more we are excited from our human personality, the more we are blocked by that same mechanism when it comes time to deliver under fire. We doubt in the ability of our connection.
When we start getting a sense about our gift to life, we want to find a way to open it up, but we’re so afraid it’s going to slip away or not be understood or seen as miniscule, that we broadcast what we’ve found , hoping that the echoes will catch in the mental and emotional bodies of the people around us, to fecundate and build something that we can feed back on in order to know ourselves in greater fashion. We read other people’s body language, facial expression and tone of voice, looking for a validation from each other about our gift. Each of us has the same implanted system, where we find our gift and we want to leaven it into the loaf by broadcasting it to our brothers and sisters. This becomes a competition and a mess about who’s going to broadcast better. We hardly even comprehend or notice we’re doing it. Once in a while, we’ll come across an awareness of our vyance with each other and say, “Oh yes, it is God’s gift, his message after all.”
The solution is to look at what gift you have perceived about yourself, not what others have perceived about you. It’s OK if that gift that you perceive about yourself has been reflected back by several people, but what you want to do is to start cache-ing that knowledge of yourself in the presence actual, not in the brethren. Then, in that moment, when all of the zeal that you have for your gifts evaporates under the pressure and fire and you doubt in your ability to deliver, in that moment, let the presence actual be the one that releases it.
We are supposed to be brethren, and we are supposed to be helpful to each other and to be our brother’s keeper. We fail at this at every turn because of the implanted system and belief and shame that we try to live up to, that says the only we can succeed is to step on somebody else’s toe, to be that quarter of an inch taller. And if the person falls down, who cares, because we can stand on their back and be that much taller.
We each have a presence actual. It is in God whom we trust, not in each other’s personality. We have the presence actual and know that same presence is right in our brethren. We are in a situation where God is nowhere but right here. He is behind the eyes of every single person that we meet, every single person that we encounter. We must be able to know our limitation and our ability to give as human beings, as personalities. But we also need to know there is another part of ourselves, this presence actual, that can and does deliver if we will let it. People are going to say, is this the soul, is this the personality, is this the Christ self, is this the I AM Presence, is this the personality making the right choice to go with God’s will at the right moment in the right way? What is the answer? Ask the presence actual. Be the presence actual, and you’ll know.
Understanding the Process of Initiation
From a presentation given to the Russian students by Therese Emmanuel Grey
What is golden age psychology? Psyche in Greek means soul, and the study of psychology is the study of the soul’s particular evolution in time and space. When we talk about golden age psychology, we are talking about a new understanding of psychology for the time to come, and which is being anchored now. Golden age psychology is the study and nurturing of the process of the soul becoming one with God. In the ancient mystery schools, when an initiate entered the temple, the words inscribed on the portal through which he entered were, “Man know thyself.” When the initiate had graduated, he left the temple through another door over which were inscribed the words, “Man, know thyself as God.” The process that the initiate went through between both doors is the process that is studied and assisted by the Golden Age Psychology. How do we become the fullness of oneness with God in an effectual, practical way? What are the steps, the opportunities and the pitfalls along the way? How do we shepherd the soul and assist the personality into making correct free will choices that lead to a permanent crystallization in God? This is the journey we are about.
In the word “initiation,” you find the word, “niche.” Initiations are sets of circumstances that allow us to move up in consciousness niche by niche. Through the process of initiation, we can put on more and more of our divinity if we successfully pass our tests. Initiations are not easy. The mystic, Charles Leadbeater, wrote that when he contacted the Solar Logoi, the Solar Logoi confessed that even at that level, there is groaning and travail in order to pass initiations. In a sense, a part of God experiences “growing pains” in the process of becoming more of God, in anchoring more of the geometry of divinity. We can fail our initiations and sometimes, these same initiations must be given to us over several lifetimes. The entire result of the fall of man and of the fall of the angels came about because Lucifer was not willing to pass his initiation. He lagged and in so doing, became the first laggard. His refusal to face the creative tension that is present in every engendered evil in the matter universe.
The initiation that is coming to many in this age is the initiation of moving from children of God to Sons and Daughters of God. In the process of achieving this new level of initiation, these new Sons and Daughters of God must become accustomed to carry more of the burdens of the world, to balance more karma, and are expected to come up higher with a new level of difficulty. It becomes harder and harder to pass our initiations if we do not have a basic understanding of our psychology which is our soul. That is why in the 1990s, the masters gave a number of dictations urging people to study their psychology. The science of giving decrees and mantras is also vital to the process of spiritual acceleration. This gets you to the point where you are ready to take on your psychology and then helps you to clear up what you find. And so we find that the path of psychology and the path of spirituality are like two legs upon which we must stand, walk and run with on our course back to Father-Mother God.
We are a soul and we are a personality. We are intended to become one with our Christ self and Mighty I AM Presence. Each new life, we have a new personality. The personalities that we have had, lifetime after lifetime, are like beads that we string on a necklace. The soul is the string. When the necklace is complete, we lay it as an offering on the altar of our Father-Mother God as a love offering, and in the process we become immortal.
The personality is the agency of free will for the soul. The personality creates karma for the soul that is both good and bad, and it is influenced by past soul momentums. This karma determines the conditions of incarnation for the next personality that the soul will experience, the next role she will play in the grand theater of life. We come in with certain karmic factors to learn from, that become our initiation. As we contemplate this process, we must remember there is no injustice in the universe and that we are in the best possible condition that our karma allows us to be in. We must also not lose sight of the fact that before coming once again into this world with a new baby body, we chose, as our karma dictated, our preset life circumstance as well as our parents and our specific life course. This decision was made together with spiritual beings who helped us, a karmic board of spiritual overseers who help us develop the most meaningful aspect of our divine plan, lifetime after lifetime.
This deliberation becomes a blueprint or matrix that we hold in our etheric body, which is our superconscious self. The etheric body is the only body we keep between incarnations and the vehicle through which we go the retreats at night. It is our memory body and holds the memory of all of our incarnations. The other three bodies, our mental, emotional and physical bodies, are recreated anew for each new lifetime, based on the etheric blueprint and karmic matrix that is held within the etheric body. Therefore our karmically based etheric pattern determines what kind of emotional propensity we have, as well as our mental habit patterns, and as well as our physical strengths and weaknesses that come through our genetics. Nothing is by chance. We must remember we are energetic beings first and that it is our karmic energy patterns that precipitate who we are and what we will become in the physical plane. As Jesus said, “Every hair of your head is numbered.”
We cannot experience true healing unless we have healing of the cause and core behind the condition, which is transmutation and healing at the level of the etheric blueprint first. This is what Mother was focusing on when she was making prayers and invocations for healing through the emerald matrix. Healing begins at the level of the spirit, which is the etheric, and what Jesus meant when he said, “Be thou made whole!” And that is why we use the violet flame.
There are many tools and understandings that relate to the golden age psychology, and today, I would like to impart to you the concept of the relationship triangle.
Between birth and three years of age, we believe that our parents are God. The relationship we observe between them and the way that each parent relates to our child self sets a blueprint at the subconscious level of how we will interpret relationships and relate to others for the rest of our lives, unless we do something about it. The child functions from the subconscious, and at the subconscious level, even when we are grown ups, we project the role and vibration of our mom, dad or child self to everyone whom we meet. We are usually not aware of this, as it is something we do automatically and subconsciously.
And so we become our mom, dad or child self to everyone whom we meet and in turn, they fulfill the role of mom, dad or child self for us emotionally, based on who the person or circumstances the person reminds us of most. When we start observing this and paying attention to it, we can consciously take back these three roles or positions and transmute the karmic pattern behind the condition. Then we become able to relate to others and have them relate back to you in a way that is authentic. We can see people face to face, as Paul said, and not through a glass darkly of projections and counter projections based on the karmic condition we experienced in childhood. We stop automatically pegging people as, “This person reminds me of so and so, therefore I must behave with them in this way to have a sense of security and control.”
We have to be able to relate to people at the level of the Christ and not be limited because of preconceived notions and unresolved patterns at the level of the subconscious—the “gut reaction” that says I like or I don’t like that person and I already know what relating to them is going to be about. Often times our subconscious can give us a very accurate reading from a human standpoint but it is a self limiting matrix and we are talking about relating beyond the human, moving from a horizontal relationship to a vertical relationship where we interface through the Christ in each other, heart to heart, and not through our belly buttons. We trust no man at the level of the subconscious and yet we trust the Christ who can come through and work with each man. As Saint Patrick said, Christ in the sight of each eye that shall seek me, in each ear that shall hear me, in each mouth that shall speak me. Christ not the less in each heart I address.”
It is very important to become masterful about how we relate to others because relationships are how we pass our initiations and balance our karma. If we are not able to get along with specific people while we are here on earth, we will have to learn to get along with them in the etheric retreats between embodiments. There is no escaping the initiation of loving our so-called “enemies,” who are self-styled and mirror back to us what we have unresolved in our own beings.
As we learn to master our relationship triangle, we are also learning to balance out our threefold flame, the presence of divine love, wisdom and power anchored in the heart. Our early experience of love, wisdom and power with our parents influence how we will perceive the nature of love, wisdom and power. As we sublimate this experience and subconscious position of human love, human wisdom and human power into Christ love, Christ wisdom and Christ power, we become more and more of our Christ self and balance our threefold flame.
What is golden age psychology? Psyche in Greek means soul, and the study of psychology is the study of the soul’s particular evolution in time and space. When we talk about golden age psychology, we are talking about a new understanding of psychology for the time to come, and which is being anchored now. Golden age psychology is the study and nurturing of the process of the soul becoming one with God. In the ancient mystery schools, when an initiate entered the temple, the words inscribed on the portal through which he entered were, “Man know thyself.” When the initiate had graduated, he left the temple through another door over which were inscribed the words, “Man, know thyself as God.” The process that the initiate went through between both doors is the process that is studied and assisted by the Golden Age Psychology. How do we become the fullness of oneness with God in an effectual, practical way? What are the steps, the opportunities and the pitfalls along the way? How do we shepherd the soul and assist the personality into making correct free will choices that lead to a permanent crystallization in God? This is the journey we are about.
In the word “initiation,” you find the word, “niche.” Initiations are sets of circumstances that allow us to move up in consciousness niche by niche. Through the process of initiation, we can put on more and more of our divinity if we successfully pass our tests. Initiations are not easy. The mystic, Charles Leadbeater, wrote that when he contacted the Solar Logoi, the Solar Logoi confessed that even at that level, there is groaning and travail in order to pass initiations. In a sense, a part of God experiences “growing pains” in the process of becoming more of God, in anchoring more of the geometry of divinity. We can fail our initiations and sometimes, these same initiations must be given to us over several lifetimes. The entire result of the fall of man and of the fall of the angels came about because Lucifer was not willing to pass his initiation. He lagged and in so doing, became the first laggard. His refusal to face the creative tension that is present in every engendered evil in the matter universe.
The initiation that is coming to many in this age is the initiation of moving from children of God to Sons and Daughters of God. In the process of achieving this new level of initiation, these new Sons and Daughters of God must become accustomed to carry more of the burdens of the world, to balance more karma, and are expected to come up higher with a new level of difficulty. It becomes harder and harder to pass our initiations if we do not have a basic understanding of our psychology which is our soul. That is why in the 1990s, the masters gave a number of dictations urging people to study their psychology. The science of giving decrees and mantras is also vital to the process of spiritual acceleration. This gets you to the point where you are ready to take on your psychology and then helps you to clear up what you find. And so we find that the path of psychology and the path of spirituality are like two legs upon which we must stand, walk and run with on our course back to Father-Mother God.
We are a soul and we are a personality. We are intended to become one with our Christ self and Mighty I AM Presence. Each new life, we have a new personality. The personalities that we have had, lifetime after lifetime, are like beads that we string on a necklace. The soul is the string. When the necklace is complete, we lay it as an offering on the altar of our Father-Mother God as a love offering, and in the process we become immortal.
The personality is the agency of free will for the soul. The personality creates karma for the soul that is both good and bad, and it is influenced by past soul momentums. This karma determines the conditions of incarnation for the next personality that the soul will experience, the next role she will play in the grand theater of life. We come in with certain karmic factors to learn from, that become our initiation. As we contemplate this process, we must remember there is no injustice in the universe and that we are in the best possible condition that our karma allows us to be in. We must also not lose sight of the fact that before coming once again into this world with a new baby body, we chose, as our karma dictated, our preset life circumstance as well as our parents and our specific life course. This decision was made together with spiritual beings who helped us, a karmic board of spiritual overseers who help us develop the most meaningful aspect of our divine plan, lifetime after lifetime.
This deliberation becomes a blueprint or matrix that we hold in our etheric body, which is our superconscious self. The etheric body is the only body we keep between incarnations and the vehicle through which we go the retreats at night. It is our memory body and holds the memory of all of our incarnations. The other three bodies, our mental, emotional and physical bodies, are recreated anew for each new lifetime, based on the etheric blueprint and karmic matrix that is held within the etheric body. Therefore our karmically based etheric pattern determines what kind of emotional propensity we have, as well as our mental habit patterns, and as well as our physical strengths and weaknesses that come through our genetics. Nothing is by chance. We must remember we are energetic beings first and that it is our karmic energy patterns that precipitate who we are and what we will become in the physical plane. As Jesus said, “Every hair of your head is numbered.”
We cannot experience true healing unless we have healing of the cause and core behind the condition, which is transmutation and healing at the level of the etheric blueprint first. This is what Mother was focusing on when she was making prayers and invocations for healing through the emerald matrix. Healing begins at the level of the spirit, which is the etheric, and what Jesus meant when he said, “Be thou made whole!” And that is why we use the violet flame.
There are many tools and understandings that relate to the golden age psychology, and today, I would like to impart to you the concept of the relationship triangle.
Between birth and three years of age, we believe that our parents are God. The relationship we observe between them and the way that each parent relates to our child self sets a blueprint at the subconscious level of how we will interpret relationships and relate to others for the rest of our lives, unless we do something about it. The child functions from the subconscious, and at the subconscious level, even when we are grown ups, we project the role and vibration of our mom, dad or child self to everyone whom we meet. We are usually not aware of this, as it is something we do automatically and subconsciously.
And so we become our mom, dad or child self to everyone whom we meet and in turn, they fulfill the role of mom, dad or child self for us emotionally, based on who the person or circumstances the person reminds us of most. When we start observing this and paying attention to it, we can consciously take back these three roles or positions and transmute the karmic pattern behind the condition. Then we become able to relate to others and have them relate back to you in a way that is authentic. We can see people face to face, as Paul said, and not through a glass darkly of projections and counter projections based on the karmic condition we experienced in childhood. We stop automatically pegging people as, “This person reminds me of so and so, therefore I must behave with them in this way to have a sense of security and control.”
We have to be able to relate to people at the level of the Christ and not be limited because of preconceived notions and unresolved patterns at the level of the subconscious—the “gut reaction” that says I like or I don’t like that person and I already know what relating to them is going to be about. Often times our subconscious can give us a very accurate reading from a human standpoint but it is a self limiting matrix and we are talking about relating beyond the human, moving from a horizontal relationship to a vertical relationship where we interface through the Christ in each other, heart to heart, and not through our belly buttons. We trust no man at the level of the subconscious and yet we trust the Christ who can come through and work with each man. As Saint Patrick said, Christ in the sight of each eye that shall seek me, in each ear that shall hear me, in each mouth that shall speak me. Christ not the less in each heart I address.”
It is very important to become masterful about how we relate to others because relationships are how we pass our initiations and balance our karma. If we are not able to get along with specific people while we are here on earth, we will have to learn to get along with them in the etheric retreats between embodiments. There is no escaping the initiation of loving our so-called “enemies,” who are self-styled and mirror back to us what we have unresolved in our own beings.
As we learn to master our relationship triangle, we are also learning to balance out our threefold flame, the presence of divine love, wisdom and power anchored in the heart. Our early experience of love, wisdom and power with our parents influence how we will perceive the nature of love, wisdom and power. As we sublimate this experience and subconscious position of human love, human wisdom and human power into Christ love, Christ wisdom and Christ power, we become more and more of our Christ self and balance our threefold flame.
Understanding the Cycles of 2012
I am going to talk a little bit about 2012, the time leading up to it and following that year. On 9/21/2010, the Age of Aquarius will lock into the physical quadrant. Let's look at the sequence of what this means.
Locking in of the Age of Aquarius, Dec. 21-2009—Dec. 21, 2010
We're going to be locking in the Age of Aquarius in 2010 through the four quadrants, following the cycles of precipitation from spirit to matter that start in the etheric plane, then download into the mental plane, then intensify through the emotional plane , then fully precipitate into the physical plane.
The locking in of the Age of Aquarius that will happen in 2010 actually starts on winter solstice of 2009, when we enter the solar hierarchy of Capricorn, which is the 12 o'clock line on the top of the clock. From winter solstice 2009 to Spring equinox, 3/21/10 , we are downloading the etheric blueprint for the final locking in of the age of Aquarius. This takes place through the signs of Capricorn, Aquarius and Pisces.
On Spring equinox, we enter the mental quadrant and the anchoring of the mental pattern of the Aquarian “lock in” through the signs of Aries, Taurus and Gemini. On summer solstice of next year, June 21, 1020, we enter the emotional quadrant and anchor the emotional drive for Aquarius through the signs of Cancer, Leo and Virgo. Then on Sept. 21, autumn equinox through Dec. 21, we enter the physical quadrant of the cycle through the signs of Libra, Scorpio and Sagittarius.
As you can see, the time is very short and between this coming winter solstice and winter solstice of next year, the Aquarian Age will be locked in. It's going to be a very intense and accelerated cycle, where we have to put everything into high gear. We are entering into the big wheel, what truckers call putting it into the high ball, the high gear when the gear shift is right up top and we’re going for it.
What this means—Changing the operating system through the elementals
This entire year will be like a change of operating system on a computer. Earth has been heavily controlled by the fallen angels for a very long time and the mechanisms of control have to do with the mental grid around the planet, the energy field of the planet and its meridians.
The way the fallen ones have controlled the planet is through the elementals that they have enslaved through black magic. The elementals are the beings of fire, air, water and earth- the salamanders of the fire element, the sylphs of the air element, the undines of the water element and the gnomes of the physical element.
During the etheric lock-in of Aquarius, (Dec. 21, 2009-March 21, 2010) the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the etheric quadrant anchored through the salamanders. During the mental lock-in of Aquarius, (March 21, 2010-June 21, 2010) the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the mental quadrant anchored through the sylphs. During the emotional lock-in of Aquarius, the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the emotional quadrant anchored through the undines. (June 21, 2010-Sept. 21, 2010) During the physical lock-in of Aquarius, the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the physical quadrant anchored through the gnomes. (Sept. 21-2010-Dec. 21, 2010)
Attempts to generate world panic
This isn't a trivial affair, because controlling the elementals is the “meat and potatoes” of the fallen ones. Controlling the elementals means controlling the “matrix,” the hologram, the thoughtforms , the emotions and precipitating physical circumstances of the planet and her people. When the fallen ones start to lose control over the elementals in spite of the black magic and Satanic rituals they have used for so long to do so, they are going to panic. The fallen ones will want this panic to be discharged through someone else. They will want others to carry the emotions they can’t handle, and especially lightbearers. Where we have spots of resistance within our nature, resistance that is based on pride, the fallen ones will use that resistance as a doorway to shoot their panic into us.
In many ways, the fallen ones are already generating panic because they know what’s coming. They already have the world quite panicked about the whole economical debacle and the breakdown of the monetary system, when in fact it's all just a set-up. The fallen ones constructed the problem . They had the Fed, which is their own institution, print all the money and get us into all of these debts. To whom? Well, to them of course! They have set up a system in which the game is completely rigged. They will make something pay off to a certain extent and get everybody on board. Then, they sell short and everybody loses their shirt. This, they keep doing rolling-pin style year after year. It is the ultimate form of “insider trading.”
The fallen ones gain advantage over the lightbearers through their control of the elementals. They use remote viewing to look into a vault and see what’s there. They can read someone's astral body and their subconscious fears and desires, during a board meeting, for example, to gain every advantage. so they have every advantage in the hologram. As all of this starts coming to an end, we’re going to see these guys panic and try to launch an “Operation Spoilsport,” where if they can’t have the planet, they are going to try to destroy it.
Our places of resistance
To best prepare for what is coming upon us, we must understand and get on top of our places of resistance, otherwise we are vulnerable to being pushed into a place of panic. Our resistance will come out in a peculiar way based on our collective past life karmas that have funneled into this incarnation and the circumstance we were born into. Our resistance, then, seems legitimate to us because it corresponds to every contextual continuity and parameter we have experienced and ties into the sense of injustice that our birth parents and our Father/Mother God, there they want us to do something we don’t want to do. This is why we study our psychology.
As a little child, when we expressed resistance for the most part, it was because we didn't understand that what our parents wanted from us was for our own good. When our parents wanted us to go to sleep and we resisted, or when they wanted us to stop throwing our food and we resisted, or when they wanted us to comb our hair or brush our teeth and we resisted, it was for our own good. We hardly realize that this seemingly insignificant form of resistance that we printed as children, tied to every day activities, is what puts us in a place of rebellion against God. It makes us vulnerable to the fallen ones because we take pride in our resistance.
Our resistance to serving God is pride, at its core, a subtle and deeply enmeshed pride mechanism that gets us to stop doing good in that place where we say, “That's it. That’s as much I am going to give.” Even if we were good boys and girls, the family psychodrama gave us a legitimate place to resist and even be prideful about our “goodness,” which gives us the right to resist in a sanctimonious righteous way.
When this wave of light comes, there will be a dividing of the way within each individual in embodiment and on the astral plane. We will come face to face with the individuated chunks of self that have decided to be rebel forces and resistant parts within us, through our anger, our brokenness or whatever our particular drama is. Now these resistant parts of our soul, if they could be repolarized and put into their proper orbit before the wave comes, would become permanent jewels in the body of God.
I have been shown that through these little resistances that there will be terrible calamity within the individuated lives of otherwise wonderful people, who choose to have their carnal mind be the determining factor. Years ago, I was shown this wave of light called 6-4-2 that is to come. I can tell you that the chunks of consciousness that are going to be taken in this oncoming wave of light are going to be a great mournful loss for each of us as individuals, and to the collective of God as a whole, because if we could have reconfigured and re-patterned those chunks of consciousness with God's will, before the wave came, these chunks would have become immortal substance. These would have become a permanent part of our identity that would exist for all eternity and that God himself would drape His consciousness over.
Unfortunately, much will be lost. For us, by God's grace, it will just be chunks and hopefully very small ones. For others, it will be the loss of eternal existence, the loss of an identity that could have become God. When one goes to the Second Death, in reality they actually never existed, this is not so easy to understand experientially.
Each of us has to look at where we have our resistances toward God because that’s where we get separated from God and where the fallen ones will challenge us. As an individuated consciousness separated from God, we are absolutely defenseless in challenge to these fallen ones. They know this, and they will and do try to bait us into a personal/ego counter-punch to their system.
We are vulnerable when we look for something in the world that validates what we think and believe. We want God to come in and conform to the corridor of subjective reality we are walking down so that we can flatter ourselves enough to take the next step in the corridor. Essentially, there is a little bit of our own black magic and fallen angel substance in commanding our corridor of reality to validate our carnal mind, our cherished beliefs, our pride and way of thinking that says, “This is the way it should be, must be – or else I can’t commit, I can’t give. I feel dead inside. It doesn’t enfire me or entertain me, so I will stop or go another way that seems right.”
The Aquarian lock-in leads up to 2012
This coming year, where we lock in the Aquarian Age, is the first of a three-year cycle leading up to 2012, the year everyone has been talking about, from the Mayans, to the Masters, to Dannion Brinkley and a host of others.
This three-year cycle is going to anchor the etheric blueprint for 2012. Then, after Dec. 21, 2012, the energy that was anchored in the etheric quadrant during these three years is then going to be mentalized. The cycles move from fire to air, and at that point, there’s going to be a great cognition in the minds of the Son's and Daughters of God, of what is really going on, and the children of God will start to see it as well.
If not enough people are anchored in the Christ mind, in the Christ consciousness and help hold the balance for the collective, we could see a mass hysteria occur within the population of the planet. The fallen ones, karma dodging, will try to pass the buck of this deep fear to the emotional pack mules of the world. They want the Lightbearers to carry it and spew out enormous amounts of solar plexus energy, on which they feed to stay strong and keep controlling as long as they can.
Controlling the population
It is worth repeating, that the fallen ones see the karma coming and they are masters of karma dodging. They will karma dodge their own fear onto the lightbearers, and have it so the lightbearers will be ejecting massive amounts of energy and light through the solar plexus into the astral plane, which will feed them directly. When you have mass hysteria, there is the ejection of all of this light out of people , who are left empty, exhausted and unable to do something about the problem.
When people are depleted of their light, they become creatures of their subconscious. The energy doesn’t rise high enough on the spinal altar for them to really engage their free will and think clearly. It doesn't get to the neo-cortex. It stays in what’s called the paleocortex and the hind-brain. To function with free will, the energy must complete the circuit up from the lower part of the brain to the higher area and then back down to the lower part.
The way this is likely to happen is that the media will start disclosing the reality of the nefarious plots of the fallen angels in a bigger and bigger way, at a subconscious level. Now the fallen ones want to keep the exposure of activities and plans curtailed to a minimum, but if can’t they will seek to orchestrate and control the way in which their activities are brought to light. They will seek to have us polarized more and more between left and right, Democrat and Republican, Jon Stewart versus Glenn Beck and to be enangered with the other camp, when in fact they are all on “Rupert Murdoch's” team. Those who come to speak the real truth won’t be as entertaining, and the fallen ones count on the fact that people want entertainment. They'll continue getting everyone getting riled up for one camp while denigrating the other, on the one side the stupid liberals and on the other side the right wing fanatics. In the process, we forget that we are brethren and that we have all been taken for a loop.
After 2012
Just as in the first year from 12/21/2009 to 12/21/2010, we are going to have a clearance and freeing of the elementals on a monthly cycle, so that clearance will also continue and become more deeply anchored on a yearly cycle. From 12/21/2009 through 12/21/2012, we have a deeper cleaning of the etheric sheath of the planet. Then, through 12/21/2015, we will be clearing the mental belt of the planet. On 12/21/2015, we will be the entering in and clearing the emotional quadrant and in 12/21/2018, we will be clearing the physical quadrant. As this timeline progresses, the fallen ones will continue losing their power over the elementals. The meek, the lightbearers shall inherit the earth as God intended, so long as we are able to ride out the incoming wave of fallen angel-induced panic. These are the times when we will need to be islands of sanctuary unto the multitudes.
Clearing the etheric blueprint
Our job in the next three years is to clear off of the karmic black smoot that has tarnished our individual and collective etheric blueprint. The smoot is a carnal system of removing ambiguity by creating self-fulfilling prophecies of self-deception. It looks like sticky, black, burnt sugar. As we cleanse the four crystals in the lower etheric that are the recipients of the pure light energy coming from the higher etheric crystals.
The higher etheric corresponds to the Father blueprint and the lower crystals are its materialization, the Mother realization of that blueprint. The sticky dark substance that has covered the lower etheric crystals through the record of accumulated negative karmic energy, must be transmuted. Then our lower etheric nature will fully reflect and contain the pristine blueprint coming from our higher self in the higher etheric.
The blueprint comes through these four polished crystals that become the emanation points of God as Father, Son, Mother and Holy Spirit in our life. In a nutshell, the pure light from the four upper lenses flows through the four lower lenses undistorted, into the mind, then into the emotions and finally into our physical bodies, cells, atoms and electrons. We choose to see the singularity of the Father-Mother God through the Son and the Holy spirit, and our body becomes full of light. We become real.
To get to this place, we endeavor to cleanse these lower etheric crystals by establishing the fire ring around us and establishing the City Foursquare within the circle, so we have the squaring of the circle. The more we engage our free will to cleanse our etheric body, the more we can become integrated with our fire body. This means the fiery salamanders will consume the negative blueprint that we have carried lifetime after lifetime. Of course the best fire to give them to do this with is the Violet Fire.
Becoming shepherds through the Holy Spirit
When this change starts to take place within us, it will set off a chain reaction in the people around us and person by person, we spiritualize the planet through this mighty wave of light preemptively personified through us. As this wave of light comes, we become catalysts that quicken the energy and make it understandable for people. We download the understanding by showing them their next right step. We don't have to get into lengthy metaphysical concepts. We simply help them understand how to pay the power bill or look after the sick child or put food on the table. We tell them in that way.
So we will have to do a lot of configuring, that what we are actually experiencing actually proves to be practical in the world , without pandering to the carnal mind. We will need the presence that came upon the Apostles after Jesus left them, whereby we speak with tongues sensible to people and their circumstance. We must receive the gift of cloven fire and let it burn upon our heads. We need to try to be the righteous receptacle of the one we have followed, the one we do follow who is going to be passing through this initiation of the Lamb.
We have a lot of contradictions that make us inappropriate as download points for the Brotherhood, whether it's how we drive on the interstate or what we say to ourselves in private. These all come from the carnal mind and we have to understand that the carnal mind will never be good enough anyway. It will provoke us into behaviors that will make us believe that we are too good or not good enough, backed by our dweller , etc. We are going to need every gift we can receive of the Holy Spirit to transcend the limitations and cherished beliefs of our carnal mind, that connect us to those pint-sized demons and boat anchors, and through them, to the greater Screwtape out there.
To be prepared, we absolutely need to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit that are worthy of the Christ consciousness we’ve anchored, not of our human consciousness. We have to understand that each of us has a place and a point of weakness that imposes itself onto the brethren. It's either a position of superiority or a position of inferiority that is pride related.
We thought, from our carnal minds , that we were going to get on the spiritual path so that we could be special, and be important, and do something great. It's true. The problem for the carnal mind is that the only way we can do something special, and actually be important and great, is through the Christ mind, not the carnal mind. The wax of the candle is the carnal mind which holds the stem up, and has been taking credit for the flame on the candle. But what does the flame do to the wax? What does the flame do to the string that it burns on? The candle is the carnal mind but the flame, the fire of God is the Christ spark. Nobody carries around an unlit candle and says, “Oh Wow, I’ve got something here.” Of course it’s a resource, but when it’s dark, you don’t want an unlit candle. If you can’t light the candle, it’s as worthless as a tea cup to lighten a dark room.
The candle is the human mind as the agency of free will to make choices in time and space. The choice is to truly be important, to truly be special, to truly do something great, and not in the way that we thought through the narcissism of the human ego. We must let our light shine and the flame melt the entrenchment of our ego. We have to watch what we are thinking and the narcissism that says those thoughts are ours, when in fact, if they are good, they belong to god, and if they are bad, they are simply an expression of our psychodrama.
In the time that’s upon us and in the time that’s coming, we can expect to feel a general resistance to service, and apathy from the standpoint of our human personality. This is because our human ego and carnal mind thought that when we got into the service of God, this would further edify and establish our human mind, our carnal mind as a place of superiority to the dunderheads, to the mechanization concept, to the laggards, to the younger souls and children of God, and even to the fallen angels. We thought that if we aligned ourselves with God, God would accept us as we are and we would get to be righteous, to hide behind God’s skirt and thumb our nose at the kid next door. It’s not going to be like that.
Displacing the carnal mind
As a person quickens their consciousness and their sponsoring master accelerates their chakras, their auric envelope jumps out to a larger and higher degree. The Christ mind starts to come through, as there is the integration of the etheric fire body with the mental, emotional and physical body. This integration causes pain and “dis-ease” in the mind, emotions and physical body, especially in the body that corresponds to the lowest plume of your threefold flame.
As the fire body integrates and the chakras accelerate and the auric field jumps out, there is this awakening of the dragon’s teeth within the unconscious, which is the physical tissue of our body. Our physical tissue holds records of the past and when the fire body integrates into a difficult buried record, it comes up to the fore for you to deal with. As the integration of the fire body occurs, the Christ mind starts to descend and displace the human or carnal mind. The Holy Spirit comes and replaces the negative feelings in the desire body with comfort's flame. This can cause a lot of emotional upset as it happens, because even though it is comforting to our soul, it can seem offensive to our carnal mind and habituated emotions.
Simultaneously, we experience the displacing of our carnal mind, which manifests as a certain loss of our mental acuity and the various skills we had previously garnered through the carnal mind. The more we anchor the Christ mind, the more we also experience a place of fuzzy logic that makes us feel vulnerable and upset. We start to have the brain fog, the mental aphasia. Inductive and deductive reasoning is transcended into a form of knowing that can be seen by both forms of reasoning, but is more than both.
We have to understand that the precious nature of our carnal mind that has allowed us to be able to put food on the table and to pay the bills and to look after all the different things, is going to start to be displaced with another mind that is not so concerned with all those things. We find that the Christ mind is not so concerned with who won “Dancing with the Stars,” and all of our human preferences that have made us the identifiable person that people have counted on – our various places of human ego competencies, sympathies, biases, aggressions and woundedness.
From our human perspective, we may think God has put us in an intolerable, intractable situation. So many people have this intellectual assessment of circumstances based on their human mind and it leads them to a crisis of faith. It's hard to realize that we cannot know what's going on based on what we think and feel off of things. Our minds, right from childhood, have been the source of our sense of self, our sense of safety and our sense of stitching together the continuity of events.
During this time, we must fight for the mind of God, the mind of Christ over the carnal mind and the mind of the fallen one. The self-flattering mechanisms of the carnal mind that say,”I will only go and do if it is pleasing to my self-knowledge” have to go. That carnal mind is not going to be who we are going to be.
We were told that we would have to come back for many, many incarnations if we don’t get out this time. It’s true that if we have to reincarnate again, the person coming back isn’t us. It’s the next personification of our soul. But that doesn’t mean we should rest on our oars and pass the buck. We must have mercy on our soul and get it so that our soul doesn’t have to go through another lifetime if it is her timetable to ascend.
We have to be careful about having nostalgia. Nostalgia relates to a collection of cherished beliefs that mute out the hard edges and put in soft curves, so that we remember the past in a golden light and you forget about the corners of darkness. Part of us would pine for the past, like in the movie, The Matrix where the guy says, “Just put me back in the ‘50’s where I can have steak every day.” Each one of us has a part of us that resists where we are and where we’re going.
Like me, when I have nostalgia for the old days where we simply got up and went to work and did our stuff and went home and didn’t think about it. Then, we look at the people around us who are not in a fast track of self development, ordinary people that we see in the news or in our neighborhood and the thoughtforms of reality they are operating from. It's all very hypnotic and it can pull us back into our place of resistance to having to move forward.
Invoking the solar ring
We are to bring forth the great solar ring to the planet, because through the solar ring, we will have the coming of the Golden Age. The God and Goddess Meru told us that the Golden Age would be anchored on planet earth through Solar Ring. There are meridians, lines of force on the 144,000 main nodal points of the mental grid of planet. You can visualize criss-crossing lines of force across the planet, that intercept through 144,000 main nodal points, and numerous sub-points. These form the meridians of the planet. Now visualize a great solar ring manifesting on and crossing over all of these nodal points. The equator, for example, would be a place where there would be a solar ring. So would Greenwich, as an example of our 360 degrees lines of latitude. This is a visualization that fits, but not necessarily the exact meridians we are discussing.
These solar rings are going to come and take back the fallen consciousness of the planet by having angels of light anchor those points rather than fallen angels anchor those points. The angels or angles of of God will produce the consciousness of that point, as the consciousness of God and not the fallen consciousness. When the fallen ones took over the mental grid of the planet and superimposed their consciousness over the nodal points, they not only created a false world but also the conception of a false universe. It was a very cohesive deception that will be dismantled by God in the years and decades ahead.
We can assist this macrocosmic shift by anchoring the solar ring within our own microcosm. We can visualize and invoke the solar ring around us on the 12 lines of our cosmic and karmic clock. We visualize a ring of brilliant white light around us, four and a half feet from our center in every direction. Then, we visualize angels standing on the periphery of this ring. Everywhere we are going, there is this disc of light around us as a clock, and the twelve o'clock line is always in front of us. And on top of that, we see the tube of light descending from our Mighty I AM Presence.
Visualizing the solar ring on the twelve lines of our clock will help us to develop a stronger relationship with the angles of God, that are angels of God and relate to the 12 starry focal points. These 12 starry focal points are the angles (or angels) of our auric field and the more we come into congruency with them, the more we come into a right alignment that will allow us to jump out our auric field so that we can magnetize thousands and millions of people.
We stand in a very opportune place, because the dispensation for solar ring comes through the God and Goddess Meru. We can visualize these divine beings standing before us on one side of the ring, and Lanello and Guru Ma behind us, to buttress the energy.
We know that the God and Goddess Meru are intended to move on in cosmic service and take up the position currently held by Helios and Vesta. They cannot do this unless the solar ring has been reestablished on every meridian of the earth, to displace the ring of thieves of those nefarious ones who have stolen the planet.
And so the lightbearers and the chelas of Lanello and Guru Ma have to step up and anchor the solar ring, so that Lanello and Guru Ma can step up and become the sponsors of the Retreat over Lake Titicaca, and the God and Goddess Meru can take up their positions in the sun of our system. All of these things will come to pass. We are like on a conveyor belt moving in that direction, like the conveyor belts at an airport. If we walk on the belt instead of simply standing, we will reach the goal more quickly. And walking, in this scenario, means overcoming our places of resistance and invoking the solar ring.
The God and Goddess Meru told us when they released the dispensation of the solar ring that if we would first anchor it individually, then we could anchor it collectively as the community of Holy Spirit. That spiritual action of the solar ring will continue rippling out to the northern hemisphere, from the Panama Canal to the North Pole, and then another solar ring around from Panama Canal to South Pole. Then, we can visualize a solar ring around the entire western hemisphere , then around the entire Eastern hemisphere, then out to the “x-y-z” axis of Terra's meridians, then to the solar system, then the galaxy and beyond, to the physical universe as a whole.
Staying in the game
It's true that we often see ourselves as runners who have been running for a long time, and we’re a little bit fatigued. In the time that is upon us, we have to get up to speed and not lose sight of the goal. We have to have enough faith that all of our efforts will amount to something. We have to see ourselves running with the baton that the master has given us and by the time we hit 2012, there will be someone up ahead who will be running full blast. And we can just pass the baton to them and they will take it and multiply what we have put forth, as co-creators with God.
The good news is that we are in a group of people who are aware that the ascended masters exist and that God is real. We committed to the spiritual path because we thought it would bring us closer to God, plus make us better people and it is. And with this comes responsibility and taking that responsibility with gravity and a sense of purpose. We will not be effective if we feel spurned and let down, and distraught that God put us in a place where we have to fix a “leaky sewer pipe.” The good news is that we are on the right team, that God has made himself aware to us and that we have brethren that are extraordinary. May God bless us all in our individual and collective endeavor to realize God in our world.
Locking in of the Age of Aquarius, Dec. 21-2009—Dec. 21, 2010
We're going to be locking in the Age of Aquarius in 2010 through the four quadrants, following the cycles of precipitation from spirit to matter that start in the etheric plane, then download into the mental plane, then intensify through the emotional plane , then fully precipitate into the physical plane.
The locking in of the Age of Aquarius that will happen in 2010 actually starts on winter solstice of 2009, when we enter the solar hierarchy of Capricorn, which is the 12 o'clock line on the top of the clock. From winter solstice 2009 to Spring equinox, 3/21/10 , we are downloading the etheric blueprint for the final locking in of the age of Aquarius. This takes place through the signs of Capricorn, Aquarius and Pisces.
On Spring equinox, we enter the mental quadrant and the anchoring of the mental pattern of the Aquarian “lock in” through the signs of Aries, Taurus and Gemini. On summer solstice of next year, June 21, 1020, we enter the emotional quadrant and anchor the emotional drive for Aquarius through the signs of Cancer, Leo and Virgo. Then on Sept. 21, autumn equinox through Dec. 21, we enter the physical quadrant of the cycle through the signs of Libra, Scorpio and Sagittarius.
As you can see, the time is very short and between this coming winter solstice and winter solstice of next year, the Aquarian Age will be locked in. It's going to be a very intense and accelerated cycle, where we have to put everything into high gear. We are entering into the big wheel, what truckers call putting it into the high ball, the high gear when the gear shift is right up top and we’re going for it.
What this means—Changing the operating system through the elementals
This entire year will be like a change of operating system on a computer. Earth has been heavily controlled by the fallen angels for a very long time and the mechanisms of control have to do with the mental grid around the planet, the energy field of the planet and its meridians.
The way the fallen ones have controlled the planet is through the elementals that they have enslaved through black magic. The elementals are the beings of fire, air, water and earth- the salamanders of the fire element, the sylphs of the air element, the undines of the water element and the gnomes of the physical element.
During the etheric lock-in of Aquarius, (Dec. 21, 2009-March 21, 2010) the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the etheric quadrant anchored through the salamanders. During the mental lock-in of Aquarius, (March 21, 2010-June 21, 2010) the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the mental quadrant anchored through the sylphs. During the emotional lock-in of Aquarius, the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the emotional quadrant anchored through the undines. (June 21, 2010-Sept. 21, 2010) During the physical lock-in of Aquarius, the fallen angels are going to start losing their control over the energies of the physical quadrant anchored through the gnomes. (Sept. 21-2010-Dec. 21, 2010)
Attempts to generate world panic
This isn't a trivial affair, because controlling the elementals is the “meat and potatoes” of the fallen ones. Controlling the elementals means controlling the “matrix,” the hologram, the thoughtforms , the emotions and precipitating physical circumstances of the planet and her people. When the fallen ones start to lose control over the elementals in spite of the black magic and Satanic rituals they have used for so long to do so, they are going to panic. The fallen ones will want this panic to be discharged through someone else. They will want others to carry the emotions they can’t handle, and especially lightbearers. Where we have spots of resistance within our nature, resistance that is based on pride, the fallen ones will use that resistance as a doorway to shoot their panic into us.
In many ways, the fallen ones are already generating panic because they know what’s coming. They already have the world quite panicked about the whole economical debacle and the breakdown of the monetary system, when in fact it's all just a set-up. The fallen ones constructed the problem . They had the Fed, which is their own institution, print all the money and get us into all of these debts. To whom? Well, to them of course! They have set up a system in which the game is completely rigged. They will make something pay off to a certain extent and get everybody on board. Then, they sell short and everybody loses their shirt. This, they keep doing rolling-pin style year after year. It is the ultimate form of “insider trading.”
The fallen ones gain advantage over the lightbearers through their control of the elementals. They use remote viewing to look into a vault and see what’s there. They can read someone's astral body and their subconscious fears and desires, during a board meeting, for example, to gain every advantage. so they have every advantage in the hologram. As all of this starts coming to an end, we’re going to see these guys panic and try to launch an “Operation Spoilsport,” where if they can’t have the planet, they are going to try to destroy it.
Our places of resistance
To best prepare for what is coming upon us, we must understand and get on top of our places of resistance, otherwise we are vulnerable to being pushed into a place of panic. Our resistance will come out in a peculiar way based on our collective past life karmas that have funneled into this incarnation and the circumstance we were born into. Our resistance, then, seems legitimate to us because it corresponds to every contextual continuity and parameter we have experienced and ties into the sense of injustice that our birth parents and our Father/Mother God, there they want us to do something we don’t want to do. This is why we study our psychology.
As a little child, when we expressed resistance for the most part, it was because we didn't understand that what our parents wanted from us was for our own good. When our parents wanted us to go to sleep and we resisted, or when they wanted us to stop throwing our food and we resisted, or when they wanted us to comb our hair or brush our teeth and we resisted, it was for our own good. We hardly realize that this seemingly insignificant form of resistance that we printed as children, tied to every day activities, is what puts us in a place of rebellion against God. It makes us vulnerable to the fallen ones because we take pride in our resistance.
Our resistance to serving God is pride, at its core, a subtle and deeply enmeshed pride mechanism that gets us to stop doing good in that place where we say, “That's it. That’s as much I am going to give.” Even if we were good boys and girls, the family psychodrama gave us a legitimate place to resist and even be prideful about our “goodness,” which gives us the right to resist in a sanctimonious righteous way.
When this wave of light comes, there will be a dividing of the way within each individual in embodiment and on the astral plane. We will come face to face with the individuated chunks of self that have decided to be rebel forces and resistant parts within us, through our anger, our brokenness or whatever our particular drama is. Now these resistant parts of our soul, if they could be repolarized and put into their proper orbit before the wave comes, would become permanent jewels in the body of God.
I have been shown that through these little resistances that there will be terrible calamity within the individuated lives of otherwise wonderful people, who choose to have their carnal mind be the determining factor. Years ago, I was shown this wave of light called 6-4-2 that is to come. I can tell you that the chunks of consciousness that are going to be taken in this oncoming wave of light are going to be a great mournful loss for each of us as individuals, and to the collective of God as a whole, because if we could have reconfigured and re-patterned those chunks of consciousness with God's will, before the wave came, these chunks would have become immortal substance. These would have become a permanent part of our identity that would exist for all eternity and that God himself would drape His consciousness over.
Unfortunately, much will be lost. For us, by God's grace, it will just be chunks and hopefully very small ones. For others, it will be the loss of eternal existence, the loss of an identity that could have become God. When one goes to the Second Death, in reality they actually never existed, this is not so easy to understand experientially.
Each of us has to look at where we have our resistances toward God because that’s where we get separated from God and where the fallen ones will challenge us. As an individuated consciousness separated from God, we are absolutely defenseless in challenge to these fallen ones. They know this, and they will and do try to bait us into a personal/ego counter-punch to their system.
We are vulnerable when we look for something in the world that validates what we think and believe. We want God to come in and conform to the corridor of subjective reality we are walking down so that we can flatter ourselves enough to take the next step in the corridor. Essentially, there is a little bit of our own black magic and fallen angel substance in commanding our corridor of reality to validate our carnal mind, our cherished beliefs, our pride and way of thinking that says, “This is the way it should be, must be – or else I can’t commit, I can’t give. I feel dead inside. It doesn’t enfire me or entertain me, so I will stop or go another way that seems right.”
The Aquarian lock-in leads up to 2012
This coming year, where we lock in the Aquarian Age, is the first of a three-year cycle leading up to 2012, the year everyone has been talking about, from the Mayans, to the Masters, to Dannion Brinkley and a host of others.
This three-year cycle is going to anchor the etheric blueprint for 2012. Then, after Dec. 21, 2012, the energy that was anchored in the etheric quadrant during these three years is then going to be mentalized. The cycles move from fire to air, and at that point, there’s going to be a great cognition in the minds of the Son's and Daughters of God, of what is really going on, and the children of God will start to see it as well.
If not enough people are anchored in the Christ mind, in the Christ consciousness and help hold the balance for the collective, we could see a mass hysteria occur within the population of the planet. The fallen ones, karma dodging, will try to pass the buck of this deep fear to the emotional pack mules of the world. They want the Lightbearers to carry it and spew out enormous amounts of solar plexus energy, on which they feed to stay strong and keep controlling as long as they can.
Controlling the population
It is worth repeating, that the fallen ones see the karma coming and they are masters of karma dodging. They will karma dodge their own fear onto the lightbearers, and have it so the lightbearers will be ejecting massive amounts of energy and light through the solar plexus into the astral plane, which will feed them directly. When you have mass hysteria, there is the ejection of all of this light out of people , who are left empty, exhausted and unable to do something about the problem.
When people are depleted of their light, they become creatures of their subconscious. The energy doesn’t rise high enough on the spinal altar for them to really engage their free will and think clearly. It doesn't get to the neo-cortex. It stays in what’s called the paleocortex and the hind-brain. To function with free will, the energy must complete the circuit up from the lower part of the brain to the higher area and then back down to the lower part.
The way this is likely to happen is that the media will start disclosing the reality of the nefarious plots of the fallen angels in a bigger and bigger way, at a subconscious level. Now the fallen ones want to keep the exposure of activities and plans curtailed to a minimum, but if can’t they will seek to orchestrate and control the way in which their activities are brought to light. They will seek to have us polarized more and more between left and right, Democrat and Republican, Jon Stewart versus Glenn Beck and to be enangered with the other camp, when in fact they are all on “Rupert Murdoch's” team. Those who come to speak the real truth won’t be as entertaining, and the fallen ones count on the fact that people want entertainment. They'll continue getting everyone getting riled up for one camp while denigrating the other, on the one side the stupid liberals and on the other side the right wing fanatics. In the process, we forget that we are brethren and that we have all been taken for a loop.
After 2012
Just as in the first year from 12/21/2009 to 12/21/2010, we are going to have a clearance and freeing of the elementals on a monthly cycle, so that clearance will also continue and become more deeply anchored on a yearly cycle. From 12/21/2009 through 12/21/2012, we have a deeper cleaning of the etheric sheath of the planet. Then, through 12/21/2015, we will be clearing the mental belt of the planet. On 12/21/2015, we will be the entering in and clearing the emotional quadrant and in 12/21/2018, we will be clearing the physical quadrant. As this timeline progresses, the fallen ones will continue losing their power over the elementals. The meek, the lightbearers shall inherit the earth as God intended, so long as we are able to ride out the incoming wave of fallen angel-induced panic. These are the times when we will need to be islands of sanctuary unto the multitudes.
Clearing the etheric blueprint
Our job in the next three years is to clear off of the karmic black smoot that has tarnished our individual and collective etheric blueprint. The smoot is a carnal system of removing ambiguity by creating self-fulfilling prophecies of self-deception. It looks like sticky, black, burnt sugar. As we cleanse the four crystals in the lower etheric that are the recipients of the pure light energy coming from the higher etheric crystals.
The higher etheric corresponds to the Father blueprint and the lower crystals are its materialization, the Mother realization of that blueprint. The sticky dark substance that has covered the lower etheric crystals through the record of accumulated negative karmic energy, must be transmuted. Then our lower etheric nature will fully reflect and contain the pristine blueprint coming from our higher self in the higher etheric.
The blueprint comes through these four polished crystals that become the emanation points of God as Father, Son, Mother and Holy Spirit in our life. In a nutshell, the pure light from the four upper lenses flows through the four lower lenses undistorted, into the mind, then into the emotions and finally into our physical bodies, cells, atoms and electrons. We choose to see the singularity of the Father-Mother God through the Son and the Holy spirit, and our body becomes full of light. We become real.
To get to this place, we endeavor to cleanse these lower etheric crystals by establishing the fire ring around us and establishing the City Foursquare within the circle, so we have the squaring of the circle. The more we engage our free will to cleanse our etheric body, the more we can become integrated with our fire body. This means the fiery salamanders will consume the negative blueprint that we have carried lifetime after lifetime. Of course the best fire to give them to do this with is the Violet Fire.
Becoming shepherds through the Holy Spirit
When this change starts to take place within us, it will set off a chain reaction in the people around us and person by person, we spiritualize the planet through this mighty wave of light preemptively personified through us. As this wave of light comes, we become catalysts that quicken the energy and make it understandable for people. We download the understanding by showing them their next right step. We don't have to get into lengthy metaphysical concepts. We simply help them understand how to pay the power bill or look after the sick child or put food on the table. We tell them in that way.
So we will have to do a lot of configuring, that what we are actually experiencing actually proves to be practical in the world , without pandering to the carnal mind. We will need the presence that came upon the Apostles after Jesus left them, whereby we speak with tongues sensible to people and their circumstance. We must receive the gift of cloven fire and let it burn upon our heads. We need to try to be the righteous receptacle of the one we have followed, the one we do follow who is going to be passing through this initiation of the Lamb.
We have a lot of contradictions that make us inappropriate as download points for the Brotherhood, whether it's how we drive on the interstate or what we say to ourselves in private. These all come from the carnal mind and we have to understand that the carnal mind will never be good enough anyway. It will provoke us into behaviors that will make us believe that we are too good or not good enough, backed by our dweller , etc. We are going to need every gift we can receive of the Holy Spirit to transcend the limitations and cherished beliefs of our carnal mind, that connect us to those pint-sized demons and boat anchors, and through them, to the greater Screwtape out there.
To be prepared, we absolutely need to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit that are worthy of the Christ consciousness we’ve anchored, not of our human consciousness. We have to understand that each of us has a place and a point of weakness that imposes itself onto the brethren. It's either a position of superiority or a position of inferiority that is pride related.
We thought, from our carnal minds , that we were going to get on the spiritual path so that we could be special, and be important, and do something great. It's true. The problem for the carnal mind is that the only way we can do something special, and actually be important and great, is through the Christ mind, not the carnal mind. The wax of the candle is the carnal mind which holds the stem up, and has been taking credit for the flame on the candle. But what does the flame do to the wax? What does the flame do to the string that it burns on? The candle is the carnal mind but the flame, the fire of God is the Christ spark. Nobody carries around an unlit candle and says, “Oh Wow, I’ve got something here.” Of course it’s a resource, but when it’s dark, you don’t want an unlit candle. If you can’t light the candle, it’s as worthless as a tea cup to lighten a dark room.
The candle is the human mind as the agency of free will to make choices in time and space. The choice is to truly be important, to truly be special, to truly do something great, and not in the way that we thought through the narcissism of the human ego. We must let our light shine and the flame melt the entrenchment of our ego. We have to watch what we are thinking and the narcissism that says those thoughts are ours, when in fact, if they are good, they belong to god, and if they are bad, they are simply an expression of our psychodrama.
In the time that’s upon us and in the time that’s coming, we can expect to feel a general resistance to service, and apathy from the standpoint of our human personality. This is because our human ego and carnal mind thought that when we got into the service of God, this would further edify and establish our human mind, our carnal mind as a place of superiority to the dunderheads, to the mechanization concept, to the laggards, to the younger souls and children of God, and even to the fallen angels. We thought that if we aligned ourselves with God, God would accept us as we are and we would get to be righteous, to hide behind God’s skirt and thumb our nose at the kid next door. It’s not going to be like that.
Displacing the carnal mind
As a person quickens their consciousness and their sponsoring master accelerates their chakras, their auric envelope jumps out to a larger and higher degree. The Christ mind starts to come through, as there is the integration of the etheric fire body with the mental, emotional and physical body. This integration causes pain and “dis-ease” in the mind, emotions and physical body, especially in the body that corresponds to the lowest plume of your threefold flame.
As the fire body integrates and the chakras accelerate and the auric field jumps out, there is this awakening of the dragon’s teeth within the unconscious, which is the physical tissue of our body. Our physical tissue holds records of the past and when the fire body integrates into a difficult buried record, it comes up to the fore for you to deal with. As the integration of the fire body occurs, the Christ mind starts to descend and displace the human or carnal mind. The Holy Spirit comes and replaces the negative feelings in the desire body with comfort's flame. This can cause a lot of emotional upset as it happens, because even though it is comforting to our soul, it can seem offensive to our carnal mind and habituated emotions.
Simultaneously, we experience the displacing of our carnal mind, which manifests as a certain loss of our mental acuity and the various skills we had previously garnered through the carnal mind. The more we anchor the Christ mind, the more we also experience a place of fuzzy logic that makes us feel vulnerable and upset. We start to have the brain fog, the mental aphasia. Inductive and deductive reasoning is transcended into a form of knowing that can be seen by both forms of reasoning, but is more than both.
We have to understand that the precious nature of our carnal mind that has allowed us to be able to put food on the table and to pay the bills and to look after all the different things, is going to start to be displaced with another mind that is not so concerned with all those things. We find that the Christ mind is not so concerned with who won “Dancing with the Stars,” and all of our human preferences that have made us the identifiable person that people have counted on – our various places of human ego competencies, sympathies, biases, aggressions and woundedness.
From our human perspective, we may think God has put us in an intolerable, intractable situation. So many people have this intellectual assessment of circumstances based on their human mind and it leads them to a crisis of faith. It's hard to realize that we cannot know what's going on based on what we think and feel off of things. Our minds, right from childhood, have been the source of our sense of self, our sense of safety and our sense of stitching together the continuity of events.
During this time, we must fight for the mind of God, the mind of Christ over the carnal mind and the mind of the fallen one. The self-flattering mechanisms of the carnal mind that say,”I will only go and do if it is pleasing to my self-knowledge” have to go. That carnal mind is not going to be who we are going to be.
We were told that we would have to come back for many, many incarnations if we don’t get out this time. It’s true that if we have to reincarnate again, the person coming back isn’t us. It’s the next personification of our soul. But that doesn’t mean we should rest on our oars and pass the buck. We must have mercy on our soul and get it so that our soul doesn’t have to go through another lifetime if it is her timetable to ascend.
We have to be careful about having nostalgia. Nostalgia relates to a collection of cherished beliefs that mute out the hard edges and put in soft curves, so that we remember the past in a golden light and you forget about the corners of darkness. Part of us would pine for the past, like in the movie, The Matrix where the guy says, “Just put me back in the ‘50’s where I can have steak every day.” Each one of us has a part of us that resists where we are and where we’re going.
Like me, when I have nostalgia for the old days where we simply got up and went to work and did our stuff and went home and didn’t think about it. Then, we look at the people around us who are not in a fast track of self development, ordinary people that we see in the news or in our neighborhood and the thoughtforms of reality they are operating from. It's all very hypnotic and it can pull us back into our place of resistance to having to move forward.
Invoking the solar ring
We are to bring forth the great solar ring to the planet, because through the solar ring, we will have the coming of the Golden Age. The God and Goddess Meru told us that the Golden Age would be anchored on planet earth through Solar Ring. There are meridians, lines of force on the 144,000 main nodal points of the mental grid of planet. You can visualize criss-crossing lines of force across the planet, that intercept through 144,000 main nodal points, and numerous sub-points. These form the meridians of the planet. Now visualize a great solar ring manifesting on and crossing over all of these nodal points. The equator, for example, would be a place where there would be a solar ring. So would Greenwich, as an example of our 360 degrees lines of latitude. This is a visualization that fits, but not necessarily the exact meridians we are discussing.
These solar rings are going to come and take back the fallen consciousness of the planet by having angels of light anchor those points rather than fallen angels anchor those points. The angels or angles of of God will produce the consciousness of that point, as the consciousness of God and not the fallen consciousness. When the fallen ones took over the mental grid of the planet and superimposed their consciousness over the nodal points, they not only created a false world but also the conception of a false universe. It was a very cohesive deception that will be dismantled by God in the years and decades ahead.
We can assist this macrocosmic shift by anchoring the solar ring within our own microcosm. We can visualize and invoke the solar ring around us on the 12 lines of our cosmic and karmic clock. We visualize a ring of brilliant white light around us, four and a half feet from our center in every direction. Then, we visualize angels standing on the periphery of this ring. Everywhere we are going, there is this disc of light around us as a clock, and the twelve o'clock line is always in front of us. And on top of that, we see the tube of light descending from our Mighty I AM Presence.
Visualizing the solar ring on the twelve lines of our clock will help us to develop a stronger relationship with the angles of God, that are angels of God and relate to the 12 starry focal points. These 12 starry focal points are the angles (or angels) of our auric field and the more we come into congruency with them, the more we come into a right alignment that will allow us to jump out our auric field so that we can magnetize thousands and millions of people.
We stand in a very opportune place, because the dispensation for solar ring comes through the God and Goddess Meru. We can visualize these divine beings standing before us on one side of the ring, and Lanello and Guru Ma behind us, to buttress the energy.
We know that the God and Goddess Meru are intended to move on in cosmic service and take up the position currently held by Helios and Vesta. They cannot do this unless the solar ring has been reestablished on every meridian of the earth, to displace the ring of thieves of those nefarious ones who have stolen the planet.
And so the lightbearers and the chelas of Lanello and Guru Ma have to step up and anchor the solar ring, so that Lanello and Guru Ma can step up and become the sponsors of the Retreat over Lake Titicaca, and the God and Goddess Meru can take up their positions in the sun of our system. All of these things will come to pass. We are like on a conveyor belt moving in that direction, like the conveyor belts at an airport. If we walk on the belt instead of simply standing, we will reach the goal more quickly. And walking, in this scenario, means overcoming our places of resistance and invoking the solar ring.
The God and Goddess Meru told us when they released the dispensation of the solar ring that if we would first anchor it individually, then we could anchor it collectively as the community of Holy Spirit. That spiritual action of the solar ring will continue rippling out to the northern hemisphere, from the Panama Canal to the North Pole, and then another solar ring around from Panama Canal to South Pole. Then, we can visualize a solar ring around the entire western hemisphere , then around the entire Eastern hemisphere, then out to the “x-y-z” axis of Terra's meridians, then to the solar system, then the galaxy and beyond, to the physical universe as a whole.
Staying in the game
It's true that we often see ourselves as runners who have been running for a long time, and we’re a little bit fatigued. In the time that is upon us, we have to get up to speed and not lose sight of the goal. We have to have enough faith that all of our efforts will amount to something. We have to see ourselves running with the baton that the master has given us and by the time we hit 2012, there will be someone up ahead who will be running full blast. And we can just pass the baton to them and they will take it and multiply what we have put forth, as co-creators with God.
The good news is that we are in a group of people who are aware that the ascended masters exist and that God is real. We committed to the spiritual path because we thought it would bring us closer to God, plus make us better people and it is. And with this comes responsibility and taking that responsibility with gravity and a sense of purpose. We will not be effective if we feel spurned and let down, and distraught that God put us in a place where we have to fix a “leaky sewer pipe.” The good news is that we are on the right team, that God has made himself aware to us and that we have brethren that are extraordinary. May God bless us all in our individual and collective endeavor to realize God in our world.
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